Happy V day! this place is so empty, not a lot of people know about this blog. my classmates dont.

i haven't been blogging for almost a year. have been a little busy lately. i have lost contact with a lot of old friends. i miss everyone. i was so troubled with my life i neglected a lot of people.

And i wanna get back.. i wanna meet up with people whom i wanted to meet. long time no chat. if you so happened to be reading this, please tag at the tagboard. i would like to know if anyone still comes here.. if not. i might set up another blog. i actually almost forgot about this blog's existence until i went to ziyan's blog and saw my name there, and got linked here..=)  for so long it's still around.

I feel bad cause i have many friends on msn whom i used to chat with.. then for a period of time i didnt talk to them at all.. i have a funny feeling that if i start talking to them i dunno what to say. or feel wierd

some updates/highlights

i cant remember all though

2005

after jae, i ended up at pjc. didnt like the college at first. but i grew to like the place, the people.

signed up for council, went for interview, campaign, trial, Q&A session, designed poster, to paste around school, ask people to vote for me, took part in election, got in, then came eletion camp, something like a boot camp. and then a council camp. then a morning assembly introduction. and an introduction of the whole council to the school

im not bragging about it all, but i really miss the days.

in council. got really involved in a lot of school events.

helped out in school events like grad nite, teachers' day, racial harmony day, national day, open house, etc

went to innova jc and acjc for their investiture, then to njc, ijc and sajc for their open house.

joined the young mentor prog by the youth council, went for a training. then met up with my plmgss mentees,

then im also doing NYAA silver.

then did some cip like visits to a after school care center to take the primary sch kids to ice skate, swim and lunch at mac all paid by their teacher. then sell second hand stuff at a flea market with the council.

then participated in a band competition called battle of the bands, we are finalist, but didnt win anything.

just a week or so ago.. my college based band performed at our college open house cum IETL day. not bad. i love the experience. i just read my previous blog entry, i once said i hope i could perform in front of a 100 people.. now i really did.. there were probably 1000 people in the audience. haha

in fact i have no problem facing the crowd. i think. cause last time when there is any school event, i usually volunteered, then i would be doing some logistics stuff.. like moving the tables, chairs, drum set to the stage. i also did a little performance during the school's racial harmony day, there were more than a 100 school there probably, not the entire school population, but all the big shots, like their principals and many people from the misnistry, cause last year it was my college hosting. they rotate around all colleges.. so next time when we host, it could be more than 18 years later. alright i also have experience speaking to about 1700 students plus about 100 teachers. i had to make announcements in front of so many people for not once but at least thrice.

i really learnt a lot in council, not just planning and organising, but also working with people, doing budget, public speaking. i cant say im very good at all these. but im sure i have improved in these areas.

i also dunno why, but i feel a lot older now. like i no longer would do those crazy things i used to do.. i feel like i have grown up so much so suddenly. Maybe my new friends dont do the same things i do with my secondary school friends.

now in school, im almost always on my own. not like last time. when we always do things together. now, if i dont follow my friends everywhere they go. i will be alone. maybe im used to people following me.

okay i think that's about all i wanna say now. i think i said too much crap, too much of how i feel, i think no one bothers anyways.. and ya dont care about the blog's other section. i havent updated them, go to my friendster or myspace using this email jensen_toh@hotmail.com,

i feel better now.

okay, i've just checked the suject combinations for different streams, colleges.. realised that if i getting to cjc, my options of subject combination aren't as good as those of pjc, because i didn't do well for certain O levels subjects, and if i enter cjc i can only choose arts, not science, even though i did better for my science in Os. and i ain't interest in arts subjects like history or english literature. so now, i can only hope i getting pjc. yep.

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Nothing to blog.. lol

Im at my dad's office now.

it's 11pm now..

dammit.. gotta blog again because there was an error.. i dont know what to write now.. argh.

okay, i'll tryna remember what i had to say.

the teacher-in-charge of acjc soccer cca said he would call me. he didnt. i was disappointed

but it's a new day, the begining of a new week, im not gonna let that bring me down or bother me too much.

I just know that the goalie who was so lousy and arrogant made it.. he gave everyone that stucked-up look. he was just lucky. the coach showed favortism. if i ever get into any college soccer team, i wanna meet him in the competition and beat his team. score a goal. that goalie will know.. haha

nvm about that.. i have made my decision. to put cjc my first choice. and wadeva college i get in now, it doesnt really matter so much to me anymore.

i have football training at mgs pri later.. not sure to go or not. i got some minor injuries though.


Im sure everyone has made their decisions of what schools they wanna go. Good Luck people.

i just came back from football training at acjc.. it started at around 8am to 12pm.. had a great time.. the people were nice and friendly.. but because i had injuries.. i didnt play well. it was a wonderful experience. now im waiting for the teacher-in-charge's call.. he will let me know my chances of playing for their school. But i have a feeling that would never happen..

so tired now, i just wanna sleep. and day dream.

okay, now im at nus business sch comp lab 1 blogging.. 

I havent been blogging in a long time because my internet explorer is down..

will be back later.. not supposed to blog here.

Im at aaron's house, just ate my cousin's cooking, shepherd pie.

good nite..

Okayy.. gotta blog about the past 2 days.. the day before yest'.... i wenta bras basah to visit my friend.. then wenta airport with jason to see catalis off. okayy she treated us some sandwishes and expresso.. quite nice but very ex'. we went around the airport.. haha. I havent been there for ages.. wenta the macdonalds at terminal 2, 'cuz there is one thai girl working there, and jas wanted to see her. Then it was time to go
.. on the train.. we saw this young man, then jason told me he wanted to stand..  we were sitting.. i didnt know why 'til he told me that the man we saw was doing "phone sex".. yes.. can u believe it. haha doing it on the train. he's sucha despo.. can see from his expression.

i saw 11 stars that day, on the way back.

okayy so yesterday, jason and i wenta king albert park.. saw our thai friends, ton, nun and mai.. so friendly they, nun is so cute and comical, ton is sweet and mai.. 's so nice.. gonna visit them more often.. well in case u dunno.. there are 24 thai women about 18 to 25 yr old working at different macdonalds in singapore.. and because they are nice friendly people, their service is good, singapore wants them to work here.. the company even rented a place for them.. but they are going back next Feb. oh ya.. i wenta zoo with nurul, azza and jas before going KAP... quite fun there.. i havent been there for like 2 years.. and we went to see pengiune, polar bears, to the fragile forest and the children's world, animal kingdom.. yea.. took a lot of pictures with them.. gonna upload soon.

now im at the business library, computer room at nus.. business as usual, im gonna stay here for some time.. then go home..

tomorrow im going daniel's place to learn guitar.. yes finally.. then, im working with dan and jas this sat.. yes.

And i will tryna blog more.. but hafta travel here again.. 'cuz my laptop is screwed ^.

This is the Astro Logo that I've designed.

Im now at the most restricted area in NUS.. heeeheees..